what's gone is gone forever

Aug 28, 2005 16:16

I wish I were different.

I wish I was someone else.

I wish I could stop caring.

I wish I could get along with my parents.

I wish I could be someone that appeals to you.

But why wish, because wishes NEVER come true.

today sucked. i did nothing. same with yesterday. im wasting the few days that are left of my summer. im supposed to go to my cousins later tonite for a birthday get-together.

Just reading the things that I did read today makes me so sad, and so upset, and it really shouldn't. but it does. im sick of trying for nothing. it doesn't pay off...ever.

the only good part of today was hearing the ataris. this song will never get old. i will love it forever.

"In This Diary"-The Ataris

Here in this diary, I write you visions of my summer
It was the best I ever had...
There were choruses and sing-alongs, and that unspoken feeling
Of knowing that right now is all that matters.

All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs,
And quoting lines from all those movies that we love
It still brings a smile to my face.

I guess when it comes down to it...

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.

Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
And wreaking havoc on our world
Hanging out at truckstops just to pass the time
The blacktop's singing me to sleep.

Lighting fireworks in parking lots
Illuminate the blackest nights
Cherry Cokes under this moonlit summer sky
2015 Riverside, it's time to say goodbye.

Get on the bus, it's time to go!

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart,
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.

Get it right...
Get it right...

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart,
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.

that song always makes me sad...and happy...at the same time.
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