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i feel like i'm always the last resort...have i always been your last resort? i just dont understand how you can say all those things and then just disappear...we really need to talk, i need to know where i stand...please...how can i be so easy to forget? dont take offense to this, although i know you will...you have to expect i'll say things along these lines when i have no clue what to do, or where to turn...used to be i could talk to those closest to me...but now i feel like i'm not wanted...any attempt i make to have that or any other question answered i get no answer...you may not feel like discussing it, but dont you think i'm worth it? ...sigh...damn wandering mind...someone rescue me, i want to get out, even just for a few hours...you all know my number...and YOU...you know it too.