I've been clenching my fists since I was six years old.

Jan 11, 2010 17:48

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"We'd found the secret glue that held all things together. In a perfect place, where the noise did not intrude."

I'm obsessed with mangos. Me and my friend laura cut up bowls of fruit and watched the movie "Candy" starring Heath Ledger. I had this movie on my list of movies to see for awhile, and boy was it good.

Also John's friend who is in his twenties, a college graduate, and totally physically active was just diagnosed with a disease that will kill him within two years. In the past few months half of his body has stopped working and he is immobile. Johns other friends had to go to his house to help his mom pick him up...I couldn't imagine my life having the lights turned out on me while I was 27, with so much ahead. The possibilities for things to turn badly, so fast, are limitless. This is very depressing and the only anxiety I have is that I'm not appreciating things enough. I am only 22 once. Also, me, Kim, and Kathleen went shopping today and every ten minutes I had to talk myself out of buying everything. I bought some boots I so badly needed and a new skirt. I'm obsessed with hair accessories. Afterwards we went to a pizza place we used to go to because they didn't card when we were 18. It made me feel strange.
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