Hmmm
Well, I figured out finally this morning why I had such a horrible night last night despite the sleeping pill. I forgot to take my pain pill. Ugh, I have more pills I have to take all the time. I'm so tired of them. Sadly I still need all of them most of the time. The pain pills, well, just need those because I'm not ready to go through withdrawls just yet...not when I don't know what kind of shape I'm going to be in once I start back to work.
I had a really nice day today. I went and paid my insurance, just so happens that an ex-coworker than I absolutely adored still works there and she took me to lunch. We talked for a couple hours and I think both of us were really relieved to see that it doesn't matter how many months we go without seeing eachother, we're just as comfortable talking as if no time at all had passed. She's a really special lady. Then I went to the other insurance office I worked at (since they're only a few minutes apart) and found out the same is true there. Lesley and I picked up where we left off and spent a couple hours catching up on everything....sometimes I miss the relaxed atmosphere of those offices...then I remember the stress of being an insurance agent and really have no desire to go back to all that. Besides, if I hadn't quit insurance I would never have been able to have my surgery and be able to take this much time off work and still be getting paid on some level. So there are definate benefits...and too, I don't miss havint to stress about work even at home. I don't have repeat clients any more, don't have to worry about papwerwork and files and such...I get to leave all that to others. I just have to deal with what's in front of me and move on for the most part. Every once in a while there's some one with a knotty problem to work out, but it rarely extends past the next business day. I like that...a lot.
Guess it's just got me missing that close knit work enviornment, but then again there are a whole world of other problems that go along with it. Better to just associate with x-coworkers outside of work, heh.
And *happy dance* J is back home and hee, says that he's going to come out to go to a wedding with me in October!!! I'm /so/ excited!!! Not only do I get to see J, I get to have a wonderful person to take to the wedding with me (something all singe people dread going to alone)...life is good...for the moment anyway, heh.
Don't you just love my little roller coaster? Up and down with the emotions. At least we're on an upward trend today...content for the moment kind of thing.
I had a really nice day today. I went and paid my insurance, just so happens that an ex-coworker than I absolutely adored still works there and she took me to lunch. We talked for a couple hours and I think both of us were really relieved to see that it doesn't matter how many months we go without seeing eachother, we're just as comfortable talking as if no time at all had passed. She's a really special lady. Then I went to the other insurance office I worked at (since they're only a few minutes apart) and found out the same is true there. Lesley and I picked up where we left off and spent a couple hours catching up on everything....sometimes I miss the relaxed atmosphere of those offices...then I remember the stress of being an insurance agent and really have no desire to go back to all that. Besides, if I hadn't quit insurance I would never have been able to have my surgery and be able to take this much time off work and still be getting paid on some level. So there are definate benefits...and too, I don't miss havint to stress about work even at home. I don't have repeat clients any more, don't have to worry about papwerwork and files and such...I get to leave all that to others. I just have to deal with what's in front of me and move on for the most part. Every once in a while there's some one with a knotty problem to work out, but it rarely extends past the next business day. I like that...a lot.
Guess it's just got me missing that close knit work enviornment, but then again there are a whole world of other problems that go along with it. Better to just associate with x-coworkers outside of work, heh.
And *happy dance* J is back home and hee, says that he's going to come out to go to a wedding with me in October!!! I'm /so/ excited!!! Not only do I get to see J, I get to have a wonderful person to take to the wedding with me (something all singe people dread going to alone)...life is good...for the moment anyway, heh.
Don't you just love my little roller coaster? Up and down with the emotions. At least we're on an upward trend today...content for the moment kind of thing.