2007
Greg and I broke up on Dec 30th '06.
It's been so weird. I have so many mixed feelings.
I was really sad for a few days, then I left for NYC with K10, her dad and her bf.
It was so great being there. Hanging out with Georgi and Nina.
My mind wasn't going crazy thinking about Greg.
He's been in Vegas and got to Pheniox today to celebrate the Gators championship game. He'll be back Tuesday I think and I really need to be getting out.
So, yeah, I've been really sad. But this is whats best right? This is what I thought I needed? Is it... Will I ever know? Do I know that he's not the one?
I know that those questions may not be answered for a long time, but I can't get them out of my head.
But I got back today and I've just been so depressed. Just thinking about this semester is plenty already seeing as that I still don't know what I want to do with my life. I'll be working 5 days a week and going to school 2. When will I get my homework done? Will I ever get a break?
As if thats not enough, I have to stress about getting packed and being out of Gregs apartment as soon as possible.
But I wont have time to get anything done....
I hate stressing out so much when there's nothing I can do but just wait.
Sometimes I think about it so much I almost make myself throw up.
(I'd like to write about Seth....but right now theres really nothing to say. Hopefully good things will come of this...)
It's been so weird. I have so many mixed feelings.
I was really sad for a few days, then I left for NYC with K10, her dad and her bf.
It was so great being there. Hanging out with Georgi and Nina.
My mind wasn't going crazy thinking about Greg.
He's been in Vegas and got to Pheniox today to celebrate the Gators championship game. He'll be back Tuesday I think and I really need to be getting out.
So, yeah, I've been really sad. But this is whats best right? This is what I thought I needed? Is it... Will I ever know? Do I know that he's not the one?
I know that those questions may not be answered for a long time, but I can't get them out of my head.
But I got back today and I've just been so depressed. Just thinking about this semester is plenty already seeing as that I still don't know what I want to do with my life. I'll be working 5 days a week and going to school 2. When will I get my homework done? Will I ever get a break?
As if thats not enough, I have to stress about getting packed and being out of Gregs apartment as soon as possible.
But I wont have time to get anything done....
I hate stressing out so much when there's nothing I can do but just wait.
Sometimes I think about it so much I almost make myself throw up.
(I'd like to write about Seth....but right now theres really nothing to say. Hopefully good things will come of this...)