my thoughts are misguided and a little naive...
im so annoyed right now.
i came early so i could work in the darkroom....but its all full.
and then i get a call from melissa...."just wondering if you were still coming today??"
FUCK. That makes twice this week that I have fucked over my bbsitting jobs.
i completely forgot about melissa.....its hard cause she needs me every other tuesday....so i end up just forgetting. i feel like SUCH an ass.
i have so much work to do in the darkroom!!! god ill never get it done.....but im staying after class today so.....ill work hard tonight.
aaron said "missed you this weekend" in a message on myspace....i wrote him back and said "silly boy..."
i dont understand him. he has a personality....but he doesnt.....and he hot....but....hes one of those kind of stiff guys.....the kind that thinks about every move before he makes it. kind of robotic. he brushes his teeth 8-10 times a day. works out 1-2 times a day....hes OCD obviously. so...yeha i know hes totally wrong for me....but how do i say no to another date?? i cant.
my bday is so soon. its weird. soon i will be saying "im 21" and ill be buying beer.....and ill be conned into going out all the time with georgisarahsiobhaineveryonefrombucagreg etc.etc.
i really dont have much else to say except that i am pissed cause i downloaded tons of songs from these bands- Scissor Sisters, Imogen Heap, 30 Seconds To Mars and Alkaline Trio.....and i tried to burn them to CD but none of them will play in my CD player. fuck.
i came early so i could work in the darkroom....but its all full.
and then i get a call from melissa...."just wondering if you were still coming today??"
FUCK. That makes twice this week that I have fucked over my bbsitting jobs.
i completely forgot about melissa.....its hard cause she needs me every other tuesday....so i end up just forgetting. i feel like SUCH an ass.
i have so much work to do in the darkroom!!! god ill never get it done.....but im staying after class today so.....ill work hard tonight.
aaron said "missed you this weekend" in a message on myspace....i wrote him back and said "silly boy..."
i dont understand him. he has a personality....but he doesnt.....and he hot....but....hes one of those kind of stiff guys.....the kind that thinks about every move before he makes it. kind of robotic. he brushes his teeth 8-10 times a day. works out 1-2 times a day....hes OCD obviously. so...yeha i know hes totally wrong for me....but how do i say no to another date?? i cant.
my bday is so soon. its weird. soon i will be saying "im 21" and ill be buying beer.....and ill be conned into going out all the time with georgisarahsiobhaineveryonefrombucagreg etc.etc.
i really dont have much else to say except that i am pissed cause i downloaded tons of songs from these bands- Scissor Sisters, Imogen Heap, 30 Seconds To Mars and Alkaline Trio.....and i tried to burn them to CD but none of them will play in my CD player. fuck.