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[deeperthanthis]

so.

last night i went to chases at 1am.

then we went to this apartment complex near his house and went swimming in the pool and drank wine.

we talked. a lot. it was so fun... then we took off our swim suits....and then we kissed.

i was hoping he was going to be a good kisser....and i was kinda hoping he wasnt going to be bc i dont want to like him....

we started kissing....and then i was...somewhere else...thats the way it felt when i kissed him.

and i cant do this. i can not do this.

im serious.