crazy dreams
Last night
I dreamt that I met Will Smith and he asked me for my number.
He called while he was playing golf...he hit the ball into the crowd and while he was on the phone with me he says, "this is so embarrassing, I have to go into the crowd to get my ball!"
Then later I was watching tv and it showed him having to go into the crowd to retrieve his ball and he was on the phone...and I was like, "oh my gosh he was on the phone with me right there!!" the only person I told was amber, I said "I just didnt want to tell anyone that I was talking to him because I just didnt think that they'd believe me."
In the same dream, it was the night of the KOL concert and I was stuck at this party/babysitting job...when I woke up I was so upset because the dreams always seem half real.
I don't know what to do about guys. I am just annoyed with all of them. I used to like them easily...but now, I meet them and I feel nothing. I was talking to this guy Jerry and I hung out with him once and I just feel nothing. He's cute and funny and nice...but there is nothing. Why is that? It used to be so easy for me.
Andrew called me last night. I talked to him for a little bit. But I am not even excited about that! I had a crush on him in high school and he's really hot and I like his personality...
I talked to Aaron "B" last night too, I don't remember what was said but I am not excited about him either. The last time we hung out I had a great time though. Even though I barely remember what we did.
Chase. I hung out with him once. We message eachother on myspace...well, sometimes he doesn't message back. I don't understand. He told Sarah he really liked me, the first time he met me, he tells Sarah, "I am in LOVE with your sister!" Where is he now? Last night he invited us to hang out with him at this guys Kyles house that also works at Seasons...but...Sarah didn't want to, so she told me to call him (I wasn't going to) so I left him a message....no call back
Why is it that the ones I do want to see, don't want to see me?
And PLEASE! Tell me why I even care?! Why can't I just sit back and relax and not even care!
These entrys are getting ridiculous. I need to focus on school, work and working out. Period.
I dreamt that I met Will Smith and he asked me for my number.
He called while he was playing golf...he hit the ball into the crowd and while he was on the phone with me he says, "this is so embarrassing, I have to go into the crowd to get my ball!"
Then later I was watching tv and it showed him having to go into the crowd to retrieve his ball and he was on the phone...and I was like, "oh my gosh he was on the phone with me right there!!" the only person I told was amber, I said "I just didnt want to tell anyone that I was talking to him because I just didnt think that they'd believe me."
In the same dream, it was the night of the KOL concert and I was stuck at this party/babysitting job...when I woke up I was so upset because the dreams always seem half real.
I don't know what to do about guys. I am just annoyed with all of them. I used to like them easily...but now, I meet them and I feel nothing. I was talking to this guy Jerry and I hung out with him once and I just feel nothing. He's cute and funny and nice...but there is nothing. Why is that? It used to be so easy for me.
Andrew called me last night. I talked to him for a little bit. But I am not even excited about that! I had a crush on him in high school and he's really hot and I like his personality...
I talked to Aaron "B" last night too, I don't remember what was said but I am not excited about him either. The last time we hung out I had a great time though. Even though I barely remember what we did.
Chase. I hung out with him once. We message eachother on myspace...well, sometimes he doesn't message back. I don't understand. He told Sarah he really liked me, the first time he met me, he tells Sarah, "I am in LOVE with your sister!" Where is he now? Last night he invited us to hang out with him at this guys Kyles house that also works at Seasons...but...Sarah didn't want to, so she told me to call him (I wasn't going to) so I left him a message....no call back
Why is it that the ones I do want to see, don't want to see me?
And PLEASE! Tell me why I even care?! Why can't I just sit back and relax and not even care!
These entrys are getting ridiculous. I need to focus on school, work and working out. Period.