yeah..cool..

[deeper_look]

i think im mis-understood. by everyone. people think im stuck-up or i always care what i look like cuhz im constantly looking in the mirror. well here, let me tell you a story. a guy i used to know, a guy i liked alot and what not. used to hit me and call me an ugly bitch. everytime after he slapped me across the face, or punched me ( and when he did this, it wasent in the face..it was in weird places like my back and arms, guess to not make it obvious ), he would scream " your worthless you fat ugly bitch, im surprised theres still mirrors exsisting, your ugly face should of broke them " and now, that he's finally out of my life, i dont have to worry, im so happy to actually look in a mirror and not get hit in the face if i do. so yeah, im sorry if i DO care alot about what i look like. so what? im not using it as an excuse, but for now..i have to heal up those wounds. until i change that. i guess your going to have to accept my flaws. ( and well, i'll be honest he only did it a few times, but it still got to me )

but im still going to smile, just to PROVE that i can.

anyway, im already home. on a saturday at 11:30. isnt that lame? my parents used to be so care-free towards me. and now ever since i was caught skipping, there on my back 24/7. i hate it.

alright..well i guess im just gonna go..later*

PS - for the Anonoymous people who like to leave comments, sorry but im gunna start making my entries FRiENDS ONLY. so uh bite me? haha, and by the way, you got alot to say but never seem to leave your name. pathetic.