Jan 22, 2006 20:56
wow,
i really cannot believe this happened.
i know you had alot of troubles within your life, but this.
why did you do it?
do you realize how many people your effecting?
do you not realize how many people within your family have been hurt, and shocked.
do not blame this on booze or anything.
i cannot believe you.
you have broken so many hearts, and i dont even know what to say.
what will happen to the other three?
i always believed you were a good person, just had some wrong direction in your life.
but now that this happened...i dont know what to think anymore.
why did you do this?
you have disapointed me so much.
this weekend,
was horrible.
i dont even know how im going to deal with exams,
or this week.
p.s
mallory,
you know im here for you,
and we are both worried.
so if you need anything
just talk to me
love you tons<3.