Crazy dreams....
Well this is what happens every night of my life...I go to bed and have these really wierd sometimes horrible dreams...I wake up not knowing what happened and where I am...then I look over and see ryan sleeping next to me and realize oh it was a dream and I cuddle up next to him and his warm self and fall asleep again...
Well Ryan started his new job today and left the house at 6...he gave me a kiss and an I love you goodbye...later around 9ish after waking up every hour and sleeping like shit I finally fully wake up and oh course I had some fucking dream (in full color) and I have no idea what is going on and now there is no Ryan sleeping next to me so I am stuck in this state of half awake confusion...then the cat jumps on me purring and I snap into reality...god I love that cat...
So I came to a conclusion...I hate waking up without Ryan next to me! I guess I am gonna have to get used to it...maybe I will just up a picture of me and him next to the bed...can't cuddle with it but maybe it would help me remember I am just a dreaming fucktard!
Yeah well gotta go catch a bus now!
Well Ryan started his new job today and left the house at 6...he gave me a kiss and an I love you goodbye...later around 9ish after waking up every hour and sleeping like shit I finally fully wake up and oh course I had some fucking dream (in full color) and I have no idea what is going on and now there is no Ryan sleeping next to me so I am stuck in this state of half awake confusion...then the cat jumps on me purring and I snap into reality...god I love that cat...
So I came to a conclusion...I hate waking up without Ryan next to me! I guess I am gonna have to get used to it...maybe I will just up a picture of me and him next to the bed...can't cuddle with it but maybe it would help me remember I am just a dreaming fucktard!
Yeah well gotta go catch a bus now!