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Fuck. Can't something go my way? It's like the harder I goddamn try, the worse shit gets. I'm going to be a manager soon at the pizza place in which I work.. and when I get a car, I'll deliver pizza, too. So I'll get more on the hour when I'm in the kitchen, and then money from tips, plus good things on resume. Sounds pretty good, eh? Yeah.. then why does everything suck so fucking much. Maybe I'll stop busting my ass, since no one else does.. I'm pretty close to not caring anymore. Something has to give, and I'm tired of it being me.