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May 18, 2005 17:42

Had I made an entry all of an hour ago, I would have made a very happy entry. Everything was seeming so good... now it's not. At all. I've just found out that my health insurance will no longer cover me if I'm not in school by this Fall. This is a problem, because I don't have the money for school, nor will I by this Fall. My family has bad credit for the most part, and no one would approve anyone for a loan.. and so this leaves me, at the moment, it seems... I have to go to school... a community college... two year program deal just to stay in school... Now... this, though being cheaper than normal college, will be cutting into the small sums of money I have in my would-be college fund. This sets me back farther than I like to think about. On top of this, I've been reading some other things that have been off-setting my mood as well. And now I'm just... pretty much crushed. This means that I'm going to have to attend a shitty school for something I don't want to study just to have the medicine I need to... y'know.. survive. This also means I won't be going to school for what I want for a very long time.. the money just won't be there. Everything was going so well 'til I came home. I need... a lot of money. To just fall into my lap. There is no out. Things look so dismal. This is what's become of me.
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