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[deepblueroses]

Things are strange, and I wish they weren't this way. But I've made my choices I guess, which is a damn shame because I thought I'd gotten to a good place here. But ah well, there just isn't room to spread yourself so thin you know?
Even with things tough, it okay, because I have people who really truly care about me and know me, that understand how I feel and know that I'll always be there for them.

I watched Elizabethtown again. It helped me feel some stuff that I really needed to feel. I LOVE CAMERON CROWE!! Greatest director ever!
There's this song int the movie that I fell in love with, so here it is:
Ryan Adams- -Come Pick Me Up

When they call your name
Will you walk right up?
With a smile on your face?
Or will you cower in fear
In your favorite sweater
With an old love letter?

I wish you would
I wish you would

Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up
Steal my records
Screw all my friends
They're all full of shit
With a smile on your face
And then do it again
I wish you would

When you're walking downtown
Do you wish I was there?
Do you wish it was me?
With the windows clear
And the mannequins eyes
Do they all look like mine?

You know you could
I wish you would

Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up
Steal my records
Screw all my friends
Behind my back
With a smile on your face
And then do it again
I wish you would

I wish you'd make up my bed
So I could make up my mind
Try it for sleeping instead
Maybe you'll rest sometime

I wish I could
I wish I could

See Elizabethtown, its a really amazing movie about life =]