I Apologize Before Hand...I Just Need to Vent a Little
Well it's official...I'm dropping out of school. Stephen and I just got into a massive argument about what we were going to do but Piff insisted that we make ammends because it is her birthday. This just fucking sucks so much. I mean I've known about this possibility for about a month now and I've been doing my best to plan for it but now that I have the final word, the reality of it is really setting in. My parents are flat ass broke. That's a scary feeling. I mean I don't really go to them for help much...I mean they do pay my rent and my car insurance...but everything else, I handle...and that's freakin stressful enough. But now, now I don't even have them as a fall back, incase I get in a serious financial bind. I know I preached so often to people about growing up because I did feel like I had a lot more responsibility than a lot of people I know, but now I realize, I was fucking spoiled too, maybe not to the same degree, but I had it pretty good. I know that me and Stephen will find a way to get through it...it's just...I dunno...a lot right now I guess.