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Not a good day today.
Never felt so lost in life.
Where am I going?
What am I doing?
Is this what I always wanted to do?
Yes.
But is this the way I wanted it to happen?
May be I am not made for it.
May be something else awaits me.
Or may be I still haven't realized my true potential.
Earlier, such negative thoughts led to suicidal feelings. Now, when I feel suicidal, all I can think of is whether my suicide could be a story.
Am I going mad?
How can that be when I am already a self-proclaimed, certified insane individual?
I am lost.
I seriously am.
Am questioning myself. That usually never happens.
This time it has.
This is not good.
Not good at all...
Never felt so lost in life.
Where am I going?
What am I doing?
Is this what I always wanted to do?
Yes.
But is this the way I wanted it to happen?
May be I am not made for it.
May be something else awaits me.
Or may be I still haven't realized my true potential.
Earlier, such negative thoughts led to suicidal feelings. Now, when I feel suicidal, all I can think of is whether my suicide could be a story.
Am I going mad?
How can that be when I am already a self-proclaimed, certified insane individual?
I am lost.
I seriously am.
Am questioning myself. That usually never happens.
This time it has.
This is not good.
Not good at all...