Responsibility
Cross Posted from another journal.
Somethings are easier then others. Received this email tonight, and somehow it gave me a bit of nostalgia for my pregame days... This one is from a french girl I dated... one of five girls I was openly dating last year.
"my gosh Greg; i know you and me was amazing, i really miss this time; but i have lost confidence in you.... I Really need a sign of you to come back; not just promess
"you always see many girls; i can't bear that; i want you me just for me."
Her English still sucks, but the point is apparent. I think one of the craziest parts of going this far in is learning that there are many women who you can be happy with. Your reality becomes skewed... even though occaisonally something like this can make you reflect. When I think about how happy most guys are to find one decent girl who cares for them... and then compare that to the experience of knowing there are many great girls out there worthy of serious relationship... Its a wierd feeling.
A part of me wants to make each of these girls happy, and a part of me does =).... j/k.
I don't know where I'm going with this really, just that our reality is so far away from the norm that its still shocking sometimes, even though i've been in this a while.
Libido/Greg
Somethings are easier then others. Received this email tonight, and somehow it gave me a bit of nostalgia for my pregame days... This one is from a french girl I dated... one of five girls I was openly dating last year.
"my gosh Greg; i know you and me was amazing, i really miss this time; but i have lost confidence in you.... I Really need a sign of you to come back; not just promess
"you always see many girls; i can't bear that; i want you me just for me."
Her English still sucks, but the point is apparent. I think one of the craziest parts of going this far in is learning that there are many women who you can be happy with. Your reality becomes skewed... even though occaisonally something like this can make you reflect. When I think about how happy most guys are to find one decent girl who cares for them... and then compare that to the experience of knowing there are many great girls out there worthy of serious relationship... Its a wierd feeling.
A part of me wants to make each of these girls happy, and a part of me does =).... j/k.
I don't know where I'm going with this really, just that our reality is so far away from the norm that its still shocking sometimes, even though i've been in this a while.
Libido/Greg