Apr 10, 2006 21:42
i am not so happy with my sister, as usual.
i am still feeling sick, and losing my appetite, which is not normal. maybe i'm losing my appetite because i feel sick and i feel sick because i'm not eating enough. that would be wierd but that would concievably explain it. my better judgement says it's sleep deprivation.
i'm perfecting the vocal tune to the song i wrote off wispra's lyrics. i really like it. maybe it isn't rhythm and blues or whatever but i think it could work. i can now write another guitar part for the lead, the new guy with more experience, and rick will have the original part, and i can sing perhaps because i've gotten attached to it. other instruments fit in any way the musicians playing the instruments want, but i suggest some solo parts or divide up by chorus vs. verses. versus verses, weird. i'm so tired.
i hope everyone is doing okay now. kyeyu you sounded pretty well downtrodden and i hope it didn't last too long.
you who called me melodramatic, today i'm not, and there are good reasons when i am.
now i'm dizzy. i want to go to bed. it's a good thing i don't have too much to do tonight but i can't avoid working altogether. and it's already late. i really need to sleep.
i love soccer even though i suck at it. i haven't played in about 6 years, that explains it for you, rowan. you've been a good sport and not told me how much i suck even when you're a billion times better. thanx.
i also hate being the only girl on the field for a lot of it. lizzy was supposed to help me out relearning soccer.
wispra, i hope things go well with rick, because it is important that you keep communications open. sorry if i sound pushy. love you.
math club is tomorrow and i hope moor stays away from me. i hope i hit him hard enough because i am sick and tired of him.
i am not looking forward to riding my bike later this week as much as i was yesterday and the day before. i just don't feel up to it. i'm sure it will help though, so i'm sticking with it all three weekdays past tomorrow. scratch that, two. no school friday. thank goodness. i'm just sort of sluggish and i need to stop that.
my favorite socks are falling apart. they were so cute. they were a bit small anyways.
i should study the drivers manual and take the test and get a permit but i just don't want to. i've been able to since december so why haven't i? i don't know but i just lost interest. i'll try and do that soon. i want to drive.
goodnight all. love you. have a good, long sleep.