awake from my icelandic dream
iceland was more than i had imagined. i had a blast. it was beautiful and all of the people i met there were great. i didnt want to leave. ive been pretty down since ive been back. i have a lot on my mind. i met a guy from switzerland, sebastien, and i am planning on visiting him over spring break. my mom made me question it bc of the money ... but i still have $2000 from my scholarship from work and i plan on getting a new and more profitable job once i get my license back (on tuesday). but the way she put it was "i thought you were going to use that money to pay off your loans so you wont be paying them years after you're finished with school" ... which makes sense but i would rather use it for have fun and pay my loans off later. im torn and lonely. also my house is really starting to get to my health. the first night back i started weezing and coughing ... im allergic to something in there and it's not just the smell anymore. ugh. sorry for complaining ... i just dont want to be back. reality has struck and i wasnt ready for it ... it still want to be in the dream of iceland.