appreciative
im happy. they kept telling me ... "once you close doors, many more will open" ... and they have. ive made and am making some really good new friends that show me the same effort. im running into a lot of rooms for rent that sound decent and reasonably priced and located. work is going pretty well. i got complimented on my good service last night. and i just feel really good about myself. i will be two weeks sober tomorrow! i still have a little concern with my tummy ... i just cant stop eating the deliciously fattening food at work. family life is going well ... i still occasionally snap at my mom but im working on it. love life is on hold, which is fine with me. ive decided im not going to settle anymore and wait for a respectful young (or old ... haha) lad to show interest in me. school is starting in a few months along with receiving my license! its actually been nice having the semester off ... i have grown a lot. i talked with a member the other day about his daughter and i had said something referring to "well as long as she's happy" and he said something that really touched me. he said "well it's not that she's happy but that she grows. being unhappy is actually good for people at times ... it helps them grow and prepare for the future." as much as i want to switch jobs im going to miss rtj.