Apr 05, 2008 09:00
Fuck it. I give the fuck up. I don't want emotions anymore. I want to go cold. I don't want to care about anyone or anything but it never works out in the end. I pour my heart into so much and it doesn't matter.
I can't stop thinking. It isn't that easy. I can't just forget it. I don't know how other people do it but I seem to lack the ability to ignore things that people say that could heavily effect my life.
I just hurt right now. Really bad. I just want to turn everything off.