Jul 04, 2007 00:30
I'm so excited right now. There's only 9 (almost 8) days left until my trip. I'm gonna go and fly on a plane all by myself for the first time in my life. It's going to be crazy and scary and exciting and happy all at the same time. And I know for a fact that this summer will be the best summer I've ever had. At least in a long time anyway.
I can't believe it's almost been a year already since I moved here. I remember picking out this house to live in. It's nto the best but we always make a home out of the houses we live in. My mom is the master at that. She seems to know everything there is to know about making just a house into a home. She always has made it that way. I hope someday I can grow up to be like her. Truly.
She might think that's crazy or say it's stupid but it's not. She's the most amazing woman I know. And second comes Dee Dee. Then Rachel and Zara. I know many amazing women. But nothing and nobody comes remotely close to being as amazing as the women in my family. I wouldn't change anything about my family or my life. I am so extremely blessed to have the life and people that I have and I thank God for that.
That I'm not a horrible, wretched person and that I am who I am today. That I've been given this experience to be here and give everything I can back to the people that need it. Thankful that I've been given this time to make light of this place and memory and experience that will only come once. Never again will this life be the same as the next. I thank God that he's made it good and saved my life. I'm thankful that I've seen His glory again and gained back faith. I will never be sorry for living.