Written April 5, 2007 11:30 p.m.
To be honest with all of you right now, I fucking hate a lot of things right now when I shouldn't be. Well actually yeah, maybe I should be. I don't ever really know. There's this one person, this one beady-eyed bitch who I just want to rip to pieces so fucking badly. Usually I'm not this hateful towards people, just bad ideas and morals, but wow, I really fucking hate her.
Just like, her personality and the way she thinks she owns everyone makes me want to go murder little children. She's made the past couple months a living hell and there's no escaping her, really. Because she think I like, adore her or some outrageous shit like that. Probably because everyone else here does, which pretty much beats me. Looks over brains, substance, and basically common courtesy I guess, huh? Not to mention she's a slut. But then again what girl isn't these days?
I get teased by people here (who don't even know me) for being a virgin. I'm sorry, I don't really let immature boys do what they want with me just because they're horny. Sure, someday soon I'd like to know what sex is like, but definitely not around these fucking morons some like to call "hot guys", when I already know that more than half percent of the guys aren't mature enough to understand that actual human feelings and passion come along with it too.
I hate people so fucking much. Or maybe I just always say that when I'm mad at someone and can't/don't want to tell them. In my case, I really, really WANT to tell this blonde prissy bitch to fuck off, but I can't. Mostly because when she's not being a fucking cunt, she can be kind of entertaining and nice and somewhat showing that she doesn't have to act like a twat all the time.
Maybe it's just me that's fucked up, I mean, since half or more of the state of Minnesota just loves her. Or maybe they just "love" her so much because she's prostituting herself to these people like her broke-ass druggie burn-out mother.
Either way, I'm either living with this shit until I get my fucking ass out of here, or I bitch her out and make some new fucking friends. Cause this shit isn't working. And I can say a million more worse things about her. But I won't, I won't stoop to this cunt's level. Goodnight.
Just like, her personality and the way she thinks she owns everyone makes me want to go murder little children. She's made the past couple months a living hell and there's no escaping her, really. Because she think I like, adore her or some outrageous shit like that. Probably because everyone else here does, which pretty much beats me. Looks over brains, substance, and basically common courtesy I guess, huh? Not to mention she's a slut. But then again what girl isn't these days?
I get teased by people here (who don't even know me) for being a virgin. I'm sorry, I don't really let immature boys do what they want with me just because they're horny. Sure, someday soon I'd like to know what sex is like, but definitely not around these fucking morons some like to call "hot guys", when I already know that more than half percent of the guys aren't mature enough to understand that actual human feelings and passion come along with it too.
I hate people so fucking much. Or maybe I just always say that when I'm mad at someone and can't/don't want to tell them. In my case, I really, really WANT to tell this blonde prissy bitch to fuck off, but I can't. Mostly because when she's not being a fucking cunt, she can be kind of entertaining and nice and somewhat showing that she doesn't have to act like a twat all the time.
Maybe it's just me that's fucked up, I mean, since half or more of the state of Minnesota just loves her. Or maybe they just "love" her so much because she's prostituting herself to these people like her broke-ass druggie burn-out mother.
Either way, I'm either living with this shit until I get my fucking ass out of here, or I bitch her out and make some new fucking friends. Cause this shit isn't working. And I can say a million more worse things about her. But I won't, I won't stoop to this cunt's level. Goodnight.