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hey.. well things have been going pretty good for the most part. Justin and i have been fighting extremely often lately.. and it scares me to death that something is going to happen to us when i think about it... but then when he kisses me all my worries fade away, Because i know he would never let me go... but it does suck having to constantly fight. I hope this phase passes soon. because i know our love is stronger than the bullshit.
uhm i havent really been up to much, just the same ol.. hanging out with justin. Im trying to get my dad to switch my room already. im sick of waiting. Me and amanda have been talking again surprisingly. Im kind of happy about that sinse we were best friends.. maybe school will bring back our friendship.
ew school.. 2 more lousy days til its back to hell.. i am so not looking foward to it! all i even care about this year is doing my work.. im staying away from the drama.. popularity and stuff really doesnt matter to me anymore.. i just dont care, i know who my friends are. besides.. what will it matter 2 years from now when were out of school?
its the people who go on with you afterwards that make an impact.. not your label in highschool.
hopefully i still have justin after high school. Im not letting him go anywhere! haha! well im bored.. so heres another survey kiddos..
I WANT: another month of summer
I HAVE: an amazing boyfriend
I WISH: i understood things better
I HATE: fighting
I MISS: wendy.. and old friends
I FEAR: losing justin
I HEAR: my fan clicking
I SEARCH: for new shoes
I WONDER: where i will be years from now
I REGRET: some of my choices the past
I LOVE: Justin.. and my friends.. and my family..
I ACHE: nowhere.. but my neck itches
I AM NOT: hungry
I DANCE: hardly
I SING: in the showes
I CRY: when me and justin fight
I WRITE: in school..
I NEED: to figure out where my baby is! im worried!
x. father thinks i am: to much like him
x. mother thinks i am: an inconvenience
x. three things you are often complimented for: my sense of humor
x. you get embarrassed when: my parents yell at me infront of friends
x. makes you happy: justin, friends,
x. upsets you: drama.. school..
x. you keep a diary: yeah
x. you like to cook: sometimes when me and justin cook together
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: nope
x. you bite your fingernails: no
x. you believe in love: yes i do
The weirdest person you know: alex hero.. funny kid
the Loudest Person you Know: amanda lol
Your close friends: Justin.. lucas.. kelley.. chelsea
the Person that Knows the Most about you: Definantly justin
the last image/thought when you go to sleep : him <3
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: during summer.. uhhh no. haha.. ill admit it! but school! YES
have a(any) crush(es): no just a lover
need to tell someone something: no
think you were ever loved by someone: yes ofcourse. i am loved
want to get married: yeah i do
have piercings/where?: just my earlobes
get motion sickness:nope
think you're a health freak: nope.. justin is though! hahaha
get along with your parents: most of the time
like thunderstorms: yes!
SCREEN NAMES: mrsGoody2shoos7
SIGN: ascorpio
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde/brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde with highlights
EYE COLOR: hazel
BIRTHPLACE: virginia beach, virginia
( FAVORITES )
COLOR: pink and black
DAY: friday
MONTH: june
SONG: dont have one favorite
FOOD: wendys
SEASON: spring
SPORT: noo..
DRINK: sprite
ALCOHOLIC: not a big drinker..
VEGGIE: broccoli! spinach! corn! i love them all
PERSON:? J u S t I n!!
PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? depends on the moment
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocloate
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? i bought pictures
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? i saw without a paddle yesterday
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yeah wemdys! haha
SAID I LOVE YOU? yup.. say it every day
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? ummm i dont htink so. unless i consider justin an ex.. haha
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? livejournal?
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? only justin
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yup
MISSED SOMEONE? yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE? yeah
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? not fight.. but get annoyed by
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? i fought with justin earlier.. but wereo kay now!
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? i ate a japanese beetle once on accident
2. Bungee jump? no.. im scared of hights
3. Hang glide? mayy be
4. Kill someone? only a bug
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no. not my thing
8. Parachute from a plane? no way!
9. Walk on hot coals? umm why would i wanna do that ?
10. Go out with someone for their looks? thats shallow
11. For their reputation? guys with reputations are no good
12. Be a vegetarian? nope
13. Wear plaid with stripes? yeah sure.. who cares?
14. IM a stranger? yeah
15. Sing karaoke? yeah i sang it to justin. haha
17. Shoplift? use to.. but now noo
18. Run a red light? if i could dtive.. probly
19. Star in a porn video? no! my body is for me!
20. Dye your hair blue? nope
21. Be on Survivor? no.. i would get booted off
22. Wear makeup in public? yeah i always do
23. NOT wear makeup in public? depends on where im going
24. Cheat on a test? ...yeahhh...
25. Make someone cry? i dont like to
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? no
27. Kick a baby? no thats horrible
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? no thats gross
29. Cuss out a priest? no
30. Take a job as a janitor? no
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? yeah
32. Stay up all through the night? yeah ofcourse
33. Drink straight espresso? im not a fan of coffee
34. Betray a friend? i dont mean to
35. Go for a friends sibling? depends if they cared.. but im only going for justin anyway!
36. Run away? yeah if i had to get away
37. Go out w/ someone you hardly knew? yeah, you get to know eachother along the way
38. Be on Jerry Springer? hell yeah! thats my dream
39. Have a one night stand? nooo
40. Give an ex a 2nd chance? yes
41. Date a friend? yeah i would.. but im taken
42. Kidnap your friends kid: my friends dont have kids
43. Dress as a clown in public? i much rather dress like an alien
44. Dress up as any weird character? ofcourse
45. Go on a blind date? maybe
46. Be on the Bachelor/Bachelorette? no that show is stupid
47. Jump off a cliff? no
48. Pick up a hitch-hiker? no
49. Commit suicide? nope