happy birthday to ian ... hope your alive

[deep_in_sorrow]

Today wasn't good or bad
to me thats worse than bad
because it left me feeling empty

Ian there are so many things i want to tell you i miss you so much
i hope you come home soon
i thought about you all day
not only because it was your birthday but there is something i need to tell you

the power went out all over LA
and my whole school drove to taco bell to get food only to find they CANNOT serve the food because they cant cook it

dustin is amazing
hope i see him next weekend
<3
goodnight
and
fuck homework