God Is Good
I know no one reads these, but i like talking to myself, it keeps me busy and company.
If who ever DOES read this happen to read the previous entry, you will notice i'm constantly stating how much God is changing my life for the better even if i still feel distant. He never stops showing up in my face. i.e Today at cuesta, i got my assessment marks back. I was expecting to do bad in math because i haven't done math for 3 years and on top of that the American way of doing math is completely different than england. And so i'm going to end up doing pre algebra Math 7, but what amazes me the most. I've never been good at english either, ever. I've constantly had to get help from friends, get bad marks in my work and just found it really hard. But SOME HOW I end up getting the highest mark possible on my essay which is 80. So even though i didn't get b's or a's in my reading etc, because i got 80 on my essay i immediately get into English 1A. I was extremely excited yet also worried if i could still produce the standard of work throughout the next year or so.
And that was the first day i started making an effort to pray for wisdom and confidence. And this is the outcome. I dont think anyone could comprehend how much this means to me from my past, but i was blown away.
And on top of that, heres a picture of my new car :)
If who ever DOES read this happen to read the previous entry, you will notice i'm constantly stating how much God is changing my life for the better even if i still feel distant. He never stops showing up in my face. i.e Today at cuesta, i got my assessment marks back. I was expecting to do bad in math because i haven't done math for 3 years and on top of that the American way of doing math is completely different than england. And so i'm going to end up doing pre algebra Math 7, but what amazes me the most. I've never been good at english either, ever. I've constantly had to get help from friends, get bad marks in my work and just found it really hard. But SOME HOW I end up getting the highest mark possible on my essay which is 80. So even though i didn't get b's or a's in my reading etc, because i got 80 on my essay i immediately get into English 1A. I was extremely excited yet also worried if i could still produce the standard of work throughout the next year or so.
And that was the first day i started making an effort to pray for wisdom and confidence. And this is the outcome. I dont think anyone could comprehend how much this means to me from my past, but i was blown away.
And on top of that, heres a picture of my new car :)