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Short intro:
My name is Rachel, I'm 18, and I live in NC.
Well. I sort of need somewhere to vent right now.
The biggest secret I have that NO ONE knows it that I am in love with my best friend. No one has any clue and it kills me when I see her dating other people. I know I should just get my bearings together and tell her, but I'm s afraid she doesn't feel the same way about me and it will mess up our friendship.
Another one: I met this guy Kyle a month or two ago and now I have a huge crush on him... I hang out with him all the time and he flirts with me some but i don't know if it's playful flirting or "i want you" flirting. I'm so confused...
I also self injure and only a few of my friends know that. My mom knows, but she thinks I stopped and I didn't. Summer is coming up and I'll have wear long sleeves and that is so obvious! I don't know what I'll do!
Those are the three biggest thing in my life right now, it might not be much but it's really hard... I have no idea what to do about anything anymore! I feel so completely lost in life and I don't know if it will get better!