Sobriety:Day 1 : Trial 2:
SO I haven't had an alcoholic beverage since Saturday. But forced sobriety was decided today. It's very hard to watch the Cowboys get ridden up and down the field without a nice cold beer in my hand though. Also I'm pretty stressed and usually self medicate with alcohol.
Reasons why I'm FINALLY doing this:
1. Pretty sure I've depleted some of the most important parts of my brain with the mass amounts of alcohol I've consumed on a day to day basis over the course of several years. Well...maybe more like a few,but still,I'm considerably less so as an overall human.
2. Losing weight.
3. For me there is no such thing as one alcoholic beverage.
4. It tends to make me more depressed and sickly and what not.
I'm discovering that as you get older saying "I'm an alcoholic" isn't funny,but true and usually it's said in an AA meeting after you're homeless and attending the meeting for the burnt coffee and old donuts.
I'm gunna cry if Dallas doesn't step up their game.
Things I think about when I want a drink.
"I need a cigarette"
"I'm hungry"
"I need to run"
More tomorrow. Not that anyone really reads this but I'll appreciate this when I'm old and also it'll be nice to stick to something like this.
Also weight loss. 124, four more by the end of the month!
Reasons why I'm FINALLY doing this:
1. Pretty sure I've depleted some of the most important parts of my brain with the mass amounts of alcohol I've consumed on a day to day basis over the course of several years. Well...maybe more like a few,but still,I'm considerably less so as an overall human.
2. Losing weight.
3. For me there is no such thing as one alcoholic beverage.
4. It tends to make me more depressed and sickly and what not.
I'm discovering that as you get older saying "I'm an alcoholic" isn't funny,but true and usually it's said in an AA meeting after you're homeless and attending the meeting for the burnt coffee and old donuts.
I'm gunna cry if Dallas doesn't step up their game.
Things I think about when I want a drink.
"I need a cigarette"
"I'm hungry"
"I need to run"
More tomorrow. Not that anyone really reads this but I'll appreciate this when I'm old and also it'll be nice to stick to something like this.
Also weight loss. 124, four more by the end of the month!