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[deenicahonts]

so many times throughout my short life i think i have everything figured out,but with the coming of the big two three i have realized i know nothing about anything. i am an amateur about everything there is about life.i thought as the years passed me by i would learn what life was about and gain knowledge, but as i reach another year into adulthood i discover i know less and less about what life is and what i want from it. i used to know the precise steps that i would take to attain a certain goal but now it seems that those goals mean nothing to me and i am simply a a newly fallen leaf floating about in the fresh autumn breeze not without purpose but just waiting to be gently laid in the place where my purpose lies. i can accept that. with no doubt in my mind i know that i will eventually land in the exact place i need to be.
overall things arent perfect but i am for sure one of the luckiest people alive.