undestructable

[deenicahonts]

i really am going to try and do everything i can to not be put in jail....starting tomorrow for real. i say that everyday. and it never really happens. but i think tmr will be the day. the actual day. ugh...although i have a knot in my stomach the size of a small elephant testicle i think im just going to continue to push through this and believe that im not going to get thrown in jail therefore maybe it wont happen....
idk i just dont want to talk to anyone who will bring me down anymore....