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nights
i woke up this moring with a hangover you wouldnt believe
thinking about the mistakes i made before i went to sleep
i'm still so tired and a little wired from the coke and the booze
so i'm writing this song to let you know about my blues
i'm sure this is hard for you to understand but baby this is a war
between me and you i hate myself and just wanna die
however suicide is an option but its not the action i'm willing to take
baby just hold me and make me forget all the mistakes i've made in my days
once i had a dream that i would be free from all of this pain
but reality is i'm a peice of shit with no self esteem
maybe one day i'll change my ways to get of this hell
but for now i'm stuck in hell with no where to go.... but down
by deena maddox
11/29/2007