Dec 21, 2004 21:51
[手放开]
曲:方文良 | 词:方文良
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开城门对着夜幕发呆
看着往事 一幕一幕 再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着听着别人的对白
也许那些事情可以给我一个交代
你要的爱 我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏 眼睁睁看情感慨
不能给你未来 我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待 当眼泪留下来
伤已悄在 分开也是另一种明白
我给你最好的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋 最好的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台 有人走就有人来
我的心是一个车牌 写着等待
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
哽咽的声音彷佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖 还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开 我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
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A very touching song...
Parting sometimes can be beautiful... Because it marks a new beginning of a new start.
No no, I am still blissfully in love. Hee...
So fast... It's coming to the end of the year. So many things happened but I will be ending 2004 with a smile because I am really really happy now.
I have a wonderful boyfriend. My family and I are getting along better and better. I finally can start a new Semester afresh without taking any "stale" module. I received my 1st royalties of my song. I make wonderful friends online and offline. I became more and more optimistic.
There may be tears throughout the whole year. But there are tears of joy too.
I always thought my r/s will always be rocky. Dennis and I are really getting along very well. Initially when we started out, I have many doubts about this r/s. I am worried that his parents might mind about my educational level. After all he is a Uni student while me, only an overdue poly student. To make things worse, I didn't fair well. But I love him. So I tried hard to make things work. I tried to study real hard and finally managed to have some achievement. I tried to spend more time with his parents to let them know what kind of person I am... and that I really love his son for who he is and not because of his background. I am glad they also accept me for who I am...
Oh, and most importantly my parents. My Mum finally got over my exxxxxxxxxx bf and accepts this lovely boy of mine. Now she dotes on him more than me. :/ I really feel close to his heart because our love ones have given their blessing to us. I am very very fortunate.
There was this period of time where the both of us went thru a turbulence stage. It's all because of our ex-s.
He was very upset that I stayed in contact with my ex. I love him therefore I am willing to make scarifications. As long as he is happy. :)
As for his side, his ex gf contacted me out of the blue, telling me all sorts of things that I rather not know. Although I know it's unfair of me to feel doubtful after hearing what she says about him, I just can't control myself. But everything is okie now. I've learnt to give and take. Forgive and forget. :P
I love to think about life. It might be abit dark but I really find my life very interesting. I learnt from my past and grow up from experience.
I met different people in different ways. I met all of you, my dearest friends online who are willing to give me advice and comments while I blog. I met my bf through the famous friendster and I finally walk out of my dark and dull life.
I really couldn't ask for me but seeing everyone around me to be happy. The smile and cheerful blogs never fails to cheer me up. Every single one of you became part of my life. I am very grateful. :)
Therefore, I would like to wish all of you a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!
;)