a new life on my own

Oct 05, 2007 02:27

wow... i havent written here in awhile. So i dont know if you guys know yet, but i have started college. It is a new experience. I still dont know whether or not the "college life" has kicked in or not. I have felt like it has been on long extended slumber party. It's weird being on my own. I always felt like i would have a hard time with it, but so far, i've been doing okay. But i don't think "being on my own" has really kicked in yet.

So far, in the "college life" my sleeping habits are horrible. I don't know why, but for some reason I can't sleep before 3am. For the last 2 weeks i've been sleeping past 3. x_X I am also blessed that i just so happen to be stuck in a suite/floor that also seems to never sleep. (<--sarcasm btw)..I overall like my classes, Except the biology and chemistry of cooking. I thought i would like that class, but so far, it has been BORING BIO FACTS...and i am really bad at bio -_-

i would like to say overall, i am proud of myself for meeting people. I thought i would be the shy girl that no one would talk to, but i actually made an effort to reach out. It was hard at first because it seemed like everyone on my floor got along withe each other except for my room. But i've learned to relax, and adopt this idea: "people will come to you. You live your life as you, but still being friendly, and people will eventually notice"..and guess what? it has been working! i'm slowing melting the hearts of others ;)..ahah i wish.

Before i lfet for college, Brian Hui said a really interesting that I love, and now try to live by: "Live your faith, SHARE your life". I really like it because i feel like if you are living your faith like you are suppose to, you have nothing to hide and that when you SHARE your life with other, people are able to see the faith that you are living. haha..i hoped that made sense.

i am going to try to make more post about faith..ahaha

i've been reading this devotional book called "one minute bible". I really like it. I recommend it.

quote of the day:
"Many times our human desire to be acceptable to everyone keeps us from being real in all but the most superficial ways"- Jim Smoke

i really like this quote because it reminds me to be me, to be real. I don't have to be someone i'm not, because why make people fall in love with the fake you? I have to learn to relax and be comfortable with the Denise (not telling you my middle name) Lee.
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