keeping strong

[deekneesy]

i refuse to be weak
i refuse to be sad
i refuse to let it affect me
i need to be strongi
i don't want to shed a tear
i don't want to be angry
but through it all, i already have
i must go on
i must look in the future
i must be happy
i want to say things will be the same,
but i dont think it will
i have hope for the future
i know i'll be okay

haha..wow..that just shows stubborn i am..lol -_-
i guess it is a flaw of mine..oh well..
gotta work on that one..lol