Beginning of Counseling
I have my first actual meeting with a counselor today. I am both excited and scared. Anxiety attack about having anxiety attacks. In order to move forward with my life this is the first meeting of many. I need to get control over some things or they are going to destroy me. At the same time I need to accept some things about me and get on with them or be miserable for the rest of my life. I need to gain control over my inner life so that my outer life will get even better than it already is.