Dissapointed in people tonight
Mom and I went to see Evita tonight, which was great. But three hours sitting in a cramped chair did some serious damage to my already weak and painful legs. (The cancer has really mangled my left leg, and something else is mucking about with my right leg.) To the point that I haven't slept all night from the pain, and also that I was very unsteady walking out of the theater.
At one point my left leg started giving out on me in the very crowded lobby. I began to stumble to the left. My mom was on my right side, and tried to grab onto me, but as I was falling to the left, she had a hard time. I was calling out for help, and reaching out for someone to steady me and all of a sudden this lobby which had been packed full was completely empty at my left side. People actually walked away instead of offering me a steadying hand.
Sometimes people really do suck. It made me very sad to think no one would even bother to hold out their hand so I could keep from falling.
Fortunately mom is strong and kept me upright.
At one point my left leg started giving out on me in the very crowded lobby. I began to stumble to the left. My mom was on my right side, and tried to grab onto me, but as I was falling to the left, she had a hard time. I was calling out for help, and reaching out for someone to steady me and all of a sudden this lobby which had been packed full was completely empty at my left side. People actually walked away instead of offering me a steadying hand.
Sometimes people really do suck. It made me very sad to think no one would even bother to hold out their hand so I could keep from falling.
Fortunately mom is strong and kept me upright.