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Jun 04, 2007 00:27

well
i think i can pretty much say that everything has hit the complete bottom.
theres nothing else that could go wrong i dont think..
but im sure something will find its way to come around and just kick me in the ass just to say hahah fuck you.

i just hope to god that somehow someway really soon that shit gets better.
between chris and i.
with my entire life.
its all to much for me to handle right now and i dont know what to do.
so most of the time im on edge and will probably kill you if you say anything to me,
or just a big stupid ball of emotions and cry a lot, or have no patience. so i get really mad really easy.

i just cant bring myself to make things better,
because in the long run im not completely sure if its going to be worth me busting my ass. but im going to try. and hope things gets better. either that or commit suicide. or move to canada or something.

i hate girls
except like 2.
as for the rest.
please god do us all a favor and jump off a bridge.
into some rocks.
that would probably be one of the few things that would make me extremely happy right now.

i need something. im not sure what it is, or what im lacking,
but im missing something that makes me happy. i think i need that sense of security. i can almost garauntee thats what i need. but i just cant seem to find that anywhere i turn.

so my conclusion is;
i will be happy if:
i die.
or something along those lines.
the end.
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