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[deeedge]

im going to run away and live in a hole in the ground.
far away,
in like iowa or some shit;
where no one will find me.
and no one will be around me.
there wont be any bullshit lies,
fantasy worlds;
or far off dreams for hopes of a better life.
ill be by myself.
id be happily content.
(withmyboyfriendofcourse)
i wouldnt have to deal with he said she said bullshit.
i wouldnt have to worry about what was a lie and what wasnt;
because id be in my little hole.
and i just would absolutely not give two fucks about anything.

but in the real world.
i cant do that.
so i have to come up with another life changing plan.
somewhere far away from these stupid fucks around here.
&still;not give two fucks about anything
god damn i cant wait.

im begining to hate everyone even more so than before.
and its not one thing thats caused it;
life has smacked me pretty hard in the face these passed few days;
and its time to grow up
i just wish every single person around me would realize that.
and quit living off the pure ignorance of each other.

im on a journey to find new friends.
or place myself around new people.
because right now, being around these people;
is making me want to stick a god damn fork in my eye.