The Good, The Bad, The Me.
Blah. Females piss me off. Even though I am one... I think *checks* oh ya. Yah, I'm female, no worries. *blinks*
ANYhew. Drove to Quizno's today. MMMM.. Toasty is my sentiments exactly, (almost wrote, "sediments," I should have, too :P) I'm really starting to get this driving thing down, only ran over two people today!! J/m.... maybe.
Jess is an odd one. We were all pissed off at eachother, and then she pretends like nothing happened. I'm going to be a bit stand-offish with her now. Lost all trust and faith in that girl. But then again, pretty much all of my closest friendships took some heavy casualties this week, (does that little analogy even make sense?)
I honestly don't know where I stand with people any more. So I'm just going to stop being me around everyone for a while, and see if that's the problem. I hate not being able to express myself, though. But I piss everyone off when I do, so I guess what's best for me is not best for my relationships with others. I'M SORRY FOR BEING ME. There, does that solve it?
The new love of my life is so incredibly sweet. I can actually talk to him about my problems, and he is the kind of support I need. He's such a great friend, but I wish we were more. Thank you Morgie for switching seats with me so I can sit next to my wuvvie ^_^ He looked so cute today. GAHHH! I just want to hug him.
I think he's love worthy material. The best part is, we understand eachother. I remember one time in sixth period with the dreaded Kolod-monster, she was doing her usual beating people's opinions down verbally, and I bailed him out. He backed into a corner, (figuratively, people, come on,) hoping she would go away, but she didn't; she doesn't. I understood what he was trying to say, so I explained it to her so she would leave him alone. That was even before I realized I like him.
ANYhew. Drove to Quizno's today. MMMM.. Toasty is my sentiments exactly, (almost wrote, "sediments," I should have, too :P) I'm really starting to get this driving thing down, only ran over two people today!! J/m.... maybe.
Jess is an odd one. We were all pissed off at eachother, and then she pretends like nothing happened. I'm going to be a bit stand-offish with her now. Lost all trust and faith in that girl. But then again, pretty much all of my closest friendships took some heavy casualties this week, (does that little analogy even make sense?)
I honestly don't know where I stand with people any more. So I'm just going to stop being me around everyone for a while, and see if that's the problem. I hate not being able to express myself, though. But I piss everyone off when I do, so I guess what's best for me is not best for my relationships with others. I'M SORRY FOR BEING ME. There, does that solve it?
The new love of my life is so incredibly sweet. I can actually talk to him about my problems, and he is the kind of support I need. He's such a great friend, but I wish we were more. Thank you Morgie for switching seats with me so I can sit next to my wuvvie ^_^ He looked so cute today. GAHHH! I just want to hug him.
I think he's love worthy material. The best part is, we understand eachother. I remember one time in sixth period with the dreaded Kolod-monster, she was doing her usual beating people's opinions down verbally, and I bailed him out. He backed into a corner, (figuratively, people, come on,) hoping she would go away, but she didn't; she doesn't. I understood what he was trying to say, so I explained it to her so she would leave him alone. That was even before I realized I like him.