Even If You Crush Me

[deed_is_done]

It's three a.m.
And I'm lonely
Staring at your pictures
Staring straight
Into a shining sun
I'm wide awake with torn thoughts
And lovelorn doublespeak
I could swear you weren't one
For uselessness
But you never walked back to me
So I guess you still are somehow

I stay up to think
My dream girl don't exist
If she does she's left me once before
And I don't think I can bare myself
Again and say things that leave us
As nothing more than friends

It's a matter of reciprocating
But we only matter to entropy
And all these thoughts are running invisble
But it's good to be transparent when you're
Naked in the cold
And I've said all I can to you
And you still couldn't want me around

I stay up a know we never had a song
But you're not coming here and I can say
I miss you, but it's a fickle waste of tongue
All the world has done is help me know

My dream girl don't exist
If she does she's already stepped the door
And it's a boring thought of myself
Trying to muster all the ways to say
My love for you is never gone