Riding my ass!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My blood sugar drops and people are just antagonizing my agonizing soul.
I've done enough drugs in my lifetime to know what's real and what's not. I have been sober this whole month. I'm not pushing my agenda on anyone else, but it's given me some clarity. I wish I could do something to calm myself and I may smoke weed again when I feel ready for it, but right now it's for my best interest not to do it. Both mentally and for job reasons.
Detoxing is quite interesting. You find who you're real friends are and people show their true colors. I feel so in tuned with things. But I won't let it go to my head. I just gotta keep on trucking. And trekking.
As good ole Judy Garland would say (or sing): The world is a stage, the stage is a world of entertaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaainment!
Sheesh, I could go for a drink! I know I shouldn't, but I may indulge in a drink on New Years depending on what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with. This life of purity is quite interesting. I don't think I really need any "mood enhancers" as much anymore. Which is fine considering I can't afford them, mentally or monetarily. And I am alright with that.
The radio on iTunes is interesting. The music suits my mood. I told some people about my pilgrimage to Gainesville. Not saying who, but I talked to people I trust. Some people have really pushed my trust bar too far. But I know what I gotta do as far as things go. I'd rather use my power for the sake of good rather than negative things.
Some people misinterpret me and that's not my problem. That's their problem. I try to be as honest as possible. Some things don't need to be said so that others don't hurt. But honesty is the best policy. But in order to be honest with others, you have to be honest with yourself first.
I've done enough drugs in my lifetime to know what's real and what's not. I have been sober this whole month. I'm not pushing my agenda on anyone else, but it's given me some clarity. I wish I could do something to calm myself and I may smoke weed again when I feel ready for it, but right now it's for my best interest not to do it. Both mentally and for job reasons.
Detoxing is quite interesting. You find who you're real friends are and people show their true colors. I feel so in tuned with things. But I won't let it go to my head. I just gotta keep on trucking. And trekking.
As good ole Judy Garland would say (or sing): The world is a stage, the stage is a world of entertaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaainment!
Sheesh, I could go for a drink! I know I shouldn't, but I may indulge in a drink on New Years depending on what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with. This life of purity is quite interesting. I don't think I really need any "mood enhancers" as much anymore. Which is fine considering I can't afford them, mentally or monetarily. And I am alright with that.
The radio on iTunes is interesting. The music suits my mood. I told some people about my pilgrimage to Gainesville. Not saying who, but I talked to people I trust. Some people have really pushed my trust bar too far. But I know what I gotta do as far as things go. I'd rather use my power for the sake of good rather than negative things.
Some people misinterpret me and that's not my problem. That's their problem. I try to be as honest as possible. Some things don't need to be said so that others don't hurt. But honesty is the best policy. But in order to be honest with others, you have to be honest with yourself first.