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ok i am so confused. like i have been thinking about everything lately. and guys they are just all assholes. and i just dont know anymore. like i dont really like anyone right now. and everyone of course still thinks im like all obsessed with mike still and honestly im not. like he meant a lot to me and yes i do love him but i dont like him. its kind of hard to explain. but all i can say is that i moved on and i dont care anymore. what he doest with his life is his choice i could care less. im done with getting upset over him and what-not. and like i had a minature crush on someone else for a hot se cond but thats done. haha
i just want to find a fucken guy i can have a steady relationship with. but no one likes me and i dont know its so depressing haha. but im an all around happy girl so ill make it through. im sure one day i will find someone:? who knows. iand also all my friends have boyfriends and they are all so in love its so cute and i get pretty jelous sometimes but whatever. things happen for a reason right? idkkkk
i guess i just want someone to hold me and be there for me and ya know. i just want that feeling of someone loving me for me. i wish i had that thats all.
ok so thats what i have been thinking about haha.
well im out.
love always
diane parisi