I miss Dublin.
Tonight's one of those nights yanno? When you sit on your couch all alone feeling as though you have no friends despite the fact that it's you first night alone in over a week? These nights make my head spin. I get kind of depressed and lonely while at the same time wanting to stay that way. For example, I shared my mindset with Jen and she kept giving me suggestions and possible solutions to my loneliness problems and I just said 'nah'. When asked why I actually said it was because I just wanted to wallow in it. What the hell ass? Why do I get so stuck in muck and then choose to wallow instead of getting out, showering and having a blast? I could be watching a movie with a friend. Or at Paul's place with Mike and Joe playing video games. But no. I'm typing this and watching episode after episode of Sex and The City on regular tv. Boo no curse words or nudity. Ah well. I'll be fine tomorrow. Or at least I hope so/ can't see why I wouldn't be. I think Cowboys is on the menu for tomorrow evening so that shall be fun. I must not allow myself to skip it no matter what.
What's happening with ya'll anyway?
What's happening with ya'll anyway?