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* I need new icons. I'm getting tired of the ones I have but mostly cause many of them were from last seasons tv shows. I'm debating if I should do an icon overhaul now or wait til I get sucked in to new shows, or my old ones start fresh. Opinions? Also, feel free to rec any places I can find fantastic autumn icons :)
* Apt things are going well! It's not 100% official yet, but all we're waiting on is the lease to be signed by all parties and then we should be able to move on Saturday (knock on wood!). It's a two bedroom in Flatbush, Brooklyn so it's a bit farther out of Manhattan than I would've liked but the neighborhood is pretty alright and the price is perfect. $1200 for a two bedroom/one bath with all utilities (heat, hot water, gas and electric) included. Also big closets in each room as well as two huge closets in the common area (which is also very big) and new counter tops and cabinets, stove/oven and fridge :D I'm psyched! Finally, something is going right. Which brings me to...
* The job situation is getting depressing. I think chemically I'm getting depressed cause I feel much more lethargic lately and overall unhappy whenever I sit still for too long. I'm trying to remedy this by seriously cutting back on caffeine intake (it got to where I was having a cup of coffee and about 3 sodas a day!), and drinking more water. I'm also going to start using these pilates tapes my uncle gave me a while ago. Anything to get me moving and get the endorphins pumping. Maybe all this will help my mind and that'll help me land a job? I dunno. This is driving me crazy though. I feel so useless and unwanted. It's especially bad when I go somewhere and I see these asshats working and they're lazy and/or bitchy and/or slow and/or something else negative and I'm just like "...how the FUCK does this person have a job and I don't?" I just wanna punch everything on days like that. Sigh. I keep telling myself to be positive, it'll work out, change is coming, etc. but it's really hard to believe it after saying it for so long. Alright, I'm so cutting this long pity party...
* I wanna get back to into fashion designing. I've had a ton of ideas lately but my sketchpad is packed and I'm not sure in which box it is and I certainly don't wanna shell out the money for a new one. It'll be so awesome when I have the money and space to start sewing all the things I'm thinking of.
* It occurred to me that I've missed a billion birthdays these past two months or so. If I missed your birthday, Happy Belated!! I'm sorry I haven't been better about it :/
* I love you, my lil bbs ♥
* Apt things are going well! It's not 100% official yet, but all we're waiting on is the lease to be signed by all parties and then we should be able to move on Saturday (knock on wood!). It's a two bedroom in Flatbush, Brooklyn so it's a bit farther out of Manhattan than I would've liked but the neighborhood is pretty alright and the price is perfect. $1200 for a two bedroom/one bath with all utilities (heat, hot water, gas and electric) included. Also big closets in each room as well as two huge closets in the common area (which is also very big) and new counter tops and cabinets, stove/oven and fridge :D I'm psyched! Finally, something is going right. Which brings me to...
* The job situation is getting depressing. I think chemically I'm getting depressed cause I feel much more lethargic lately and overall unhappy whenever I sit still for too long. I'm trying to remedy this by seriously cutting back on caffeine intake (it got to where I was having a cup of coffee and about 3 sodas a day!), and drinking more water. I'm also going to start using these pilates tapes my uncle gave me a while ago. Anything to get me moving and get the endorphins pumping. Maybe all this will help my mind and that'll help me land a job? I dunno. This is driving me crazy though. I feel so useless and unwanted. It's especially bad when I go somewhere and I see these asshats working and they're lazy and/or bitchy and/or slow and/or something else negative and I'm just like "...how the FUCK does this person have a job and I don't?" I just wanna punch everything on days like that. Sigh. I keep telling myself to be positive, it'll work out, change is coming, etc. but it's really hard to believe it after saying it for so long. Alright, I'm so cutting this long pity party...
* I wanna get back to into fashion designing. I've had a ton of ideas lately but my sketchpad is packed and I'm not sure in which box it is and I certainly don't wanna shell out the money for a new one. It'll be so awesome when I have the money and space to start sewing all the things I'm thinking of.
* It occurred to me that I've missed a billion birthdays these past two months or so. If I missed your birthday, Happy Belated!! I'm sorry I haven't been better about it :/
* I love you, my lil bbs ♥