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O.O
It's entirely possible my dad just glimpsed some of my fic. He came to use the computer and check something on the internet and I'm pretty sure I had both the j2 synopsis of my
abouttwoboys fic and a snippet for the actual fic open.
Which he probably would have had to minimize or at least ignore. What if he read it?? If the synopsis was open, either he ignored it cause it was WAY too much to read or he wasn't interested, or he read the first few lines and stopped. It's not meant to be a fic, it was just an outline to get my thoughts for the plot straight. But the first few lines are : jensen is excited cause he's sure he got the client of a lifetime. almost dies but is saved by giantlecki. in thanks he insists on buying jared dinner. when going home to change he gets an early call from sandy accepting him as her planner. jensen's day gets better and better. later, dinner turns into dinner and an outdoor concert, which turns into an outdoor dance inexplicibly. they almost kiss but it starts to rain breaking the moment.
The keywords there are 'Jensen' and 'Jared' and 'kiss'. Hrmm...
If the snippet was open he probably would have read the whole thing. It was just something I typed really quickly just before leaving work. It's badly written and I probably won't use it (at least not word for word) but it says: The next morning, Jen’s feeling good. He moves routinely through his morning motions with a smooth efficiency of movements and a smile on his face. After filling up a large travel mug of freshly ground gourmet coffee, he opens his door to head out at the exact same time as Tom. Tom grins at Jen while Jen does his best to hide a grimace. Tom and Jen used to date a while back and, while Jen has moved on, neither Tom, his parents nor Tom’s parents had. They were all still convinced that he and Tom were going to end up together. [i was only using "jen" instead of jensen cause I was at work and figured at a glance, Jen could be a girl]
Either way, my dad knows I'm writing fiction that are guy on guy. Which is...awkward? I feel like he'd be at least a little confused as to why I was writing about gay men's relationships. Maybe he's not that nosey though. Maybe he didn't read it. Then again, he's a writer so he might've been curious as to what I was writing. But he's not usually nosey.
I feel like the dad from 'fiddler on the roof' with all my 'maybe's' and 'then again's'. I don't even know if I care if it turns out he DID read it. Or if he would even care. Probably not. I'm thinking about this WAY too much. I think the thing that worries me so much is, why do I care if he reads this. Or my boss for that matter. It's my life, I can write what I want! Yanno what? I don't care anymore.
It's entirely possible my dad just glimpsed some of my fic. He came to use the computer and check something on the internet and I'm pretty sure I had both the j2 synopsis of my
abouttwoboys fic and a snippet for the actual fic open.
Which he probably would have had to minimize or at least ignore. What if he read it?? If the synopsis was open, either he ignored it cause it was WAY too much to read or he wasn't interested, or he read the first few lines and stopped. It's not meant to be a fic, it was just an outline to get my thoughts for the plot straight. But the first few lines are : jensen is excited cause he's sure he got the client of a lifetime. almost dies but is saved by giantlecki. in thanks he insists on buying jared dinner. when going home to change he gets an early call from sandy accepting him as her planner. jensen's day gets better and better. later, dinner turns into dinner and an outdoor concert, which turns into an outdoor dance inexplicibly. they almost kiss but it starts to rain breaking the moment.
The keywords there are 'Jensen' and 'Jared' and 'kiss'. Hrmm...
If the snippet was open he probably would have read the whole thing. It was just something I typed really quickly just before leaving work. It's badly written and I probably won't use it (at least not word for word) but it says: The next morning, Jen’s feeling good. He moves routinely through his morning motions with a smooth efficiency of movements and a smile on his face. After filling up a large travel mug of freshly ground gourmet coffee, he opens his door to head out at the exact same time as Tom. Tom grins at Jen while Jen does his best to hide a grimace. Tom and Jen used to date a while back and, while Jen has moved on, neither Tom, his parents nor Tom’s parents had. They were all still convinced that he and Tom were going to end up together. [i was only using "jen" instead of jensen cause I was at work and figured at a glance, Jen could be a girl]
Either way, my dad knows I'm writing fiction that are guy on guy. Which is...awkward? I feel like he'd be at least a little confused as to why I was writing about gay men's relationships. Maybe he's not that nosey though. Maybe he didn't read it. Then again, he's a writer so he might've been curious as to what I was writing. But he's not usually nosey.
I feel like the dad from 'fiddler on the roof' with all my 'maybe's' and 'then again's'. I don't even know if I care if it turns out he DID read it. Or if he would even care. Probably not. I'm thinking about this WAY too much. I think the thing that worries me so much is, why do I care if he reads this. Or my boss for that matter. It's my life, I can write what I want! Yanno what? I don't care anymore.