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I'm technically Catholic but I'm currently searching for a religion that I relate to more. I feel hypocritical going to church and saying I'm Catholic because there are just to many Catholic rules that I don't agree with. Due to this circumstance, I wasn't planning on giving up anything for lent. In light of recent events and thought processes, I'm thinking maybe I'll give myself a guideline for lent instead. A two drink minimum, 3 if the drinks are unusually weak (ie-the so-called g&t from Mako's). This will prevent me from saying stupid shit or making bad decisions or anything else I might do drunk. Cause even joking, things can sometimes be taken the wrong way. So yea. Starting Wednesday. Which kinda sucks since my birthday is Friday but that's ok. I'll drink soda instead :) Now just to be clear, I'm not a lush (although my journal makes me seem like one) and I don't do horrible!things (like screw anyones boyfriends or anything) while intoxicated. It's just something I was thinking about and, over time, it seems that most of my dumb decisions have been made while 'under the influence'. Even if the most recent even was really not that big of a deal, I just don't want drinking to be the cause of ANY issues in my life. It's just not worth it.