Oh no, I've said too much, I haven't said enough
I just had the urge to burst into tears. I feel somewhat depressed and I've no idea why. I blame this office. Too many beige walls.
And I need a boy. For more than just sex, I want someone to date. Someone to love. Fuck, I wanna get back in my car and listen to Sondre Lerche some more cause at least it makes me happy.
I shouldn't be feeling down. I'm going the Manhattan Transfer's Holiday Concert later man, I should be happy! Fuck this mood. Fuck it in the anus. I'm gonna spend today trying to get in a better mood. Maybe I'll get ice cream for lunch. That'd be a start.