Apr 03, 2007 21:34
All the voices are screaming in my head
I want that! I want the touch, the kiss, the eagerness, the need...!!
I was just sitting with Ri on the couch watching the fifth episode of Grey's Anatomy season one and oh...my...god. The Kiss. At the end, when Burke and Cristina first kiss. I literally melted onto the floor and insisted we watch it again. And then I melted to the point of laying on the floor. I have never experienced a man coming at me with such need and meaning behind it. It's usually just kissing. That was NOT just kissing. That was so much more. Sheesh, the way he grabbed her head and pulled it back to make her face turn upward toward him...I can't even...seriously, even with time to think of the right words I can't find them. It's not even that it was hot, although it was of course. It's just what I want. It's what I fuckin need. Soon. Now. Always.
Lord what I drama queen I am. I'm so jealous. Envious. Whatever. I just want a boy. I don't really feel as if that's asking for too much. It's all I ever wanted. Maybe I should have written to Santa asking for a boy instead of toys as a child.
Crap. This BLOWS.
I found a clip. It's some nonsense music video adaptation of Burke/Cristina scenes but at least it'll give you non grey's fans a chance to see what I'm talking about. Of couse in the episode it's better because they let the tension build there for a minute but you'll get the basic gist of it from this thing. It's the part in the song when a woman starts singing (about 43 seconds in to the video.) That little scene until about 1:10 into the video. Ugh. Kills me.
ouch my life.
eta- OH GOD WHY. OH. GOD. WHY DO PEOPLE CARRY RECORDING DEVICES TO PARTIES?!?!? DRUNKED ANTICS SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO BE SEEN WHILE SOBER!!!!
grey's anatomy,
lust,
agony,
kissing,
sex,
ouch my life