Feb 08, 2005 17:32
you know...
one of the most beautiful things in life...
is when a boy, finds the girl that he loves...
and in his mind...
some of the things that he wants to do for that girl...
are almost, impossible...
you see girl, i've never been in love before...
but God knows, i truly...
...
its ok...
theres some things in life that i guess, are never meant to be understood...
but its ok...
life is what it is, and it is what it isnt...
you cant be mad at life...
i for one dont regret anything, i never will, i rather live in the depression of losing you, than to live in regret...
its ok, cause i've never been happier...
i'll never regret happiness...
i just never understood why i lost you, and i dont think i ever will...
whether its cause you dont wanna tell me, or cause i dont wanna know...
its just hard to move on, when i could never figure out why i should...
i just wish you would've helped me...
cause i know that i would've helped you...
thats all...
damn, i just felt my stomach sinking, just from writing this...
im ok...
its all good...
today was good day...
i got so much stuff i wanna write about...
theres been some exciting things happening in my life lately...
life's great, its hard to believe...
but, thinking positive gets you thru a lot of things...
i got a lot of possibilities coming up for me...
lol, and for the sake of not jinxing them, im just gonna keep the excitement to myself...
besides, im getting tired of typing...
i cant wait till i go to Puerto Rico...
its actually gonna happen, it just hasnt sunk in yet....
and i dont think it will, till im on that plane, lol...
but anyways, im out to do some stuff, and then im gonna hit up the b-ball game...
it is all goooooood...
i aint mad at ya...
-Dro
"I know we got some haters and...
I don't care what people say
As long as you and me okay
Because I never been in love before...
See I use to be a player and...
All of this is new to me
And this ain't what I'm used to see
Because I never been in love before..."