aaagh...

[dee_are_oh]

im so tired...

mentally, physically...

im so weak...

its hard to react to anything...

i dunno...

its like, i wanna show emotion, but i just give up instantly, whenever i attempt...

theres something wrong with me, but im too exhausted to figure out what it is...

i cant explain how i feel, its not depression, its just weakness, i dunno...

whispers surround me...
i picture you with my eyes wide shut...
concealed within my mind...
imprisoned by my own conspirancy...
a victim to my own living...
im willing to give it up...
but im giving what i have not...
its easy to live it up...
but im in cuffs...
the keys, you have swalowed it...
my freedom's within your heart...
mine ceases to beat, to the rhythm of love...
our rhythms would meet...
but right now it seems...
we're listening to different beats...
i went too deep within your reefs...
now its difficult just to breathe...
all i listen to is the same speech...
"so many fish in the seas..."
but i guess fishing's just not for me...

g'nite guys...
-Dro